Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in Millicent A. Bulstrode's InsaneJournal:

Monday, November 22nd, 2010
10:01 pm	uno. I can't. I just can't. This is fucking ridiculous. She was the least likely to piss anyone off ever, and this is coming from someone who's pissed off by basically everything and everyone. Why her? And for god's sake why now? This is the most random timing in the world. I'm done. I'm calling a sitter. I can't do this right now. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 12th, 2010
11:07 pm	ocho. You know what, fuck it. Just fuck it all. I know coming out with this will make me more hated than I already am, if that's even possible. My housemates will hate me for it on principle, and everyone else will hate me for being Slytherin. But you know what? I don't care anymore. About anything. Just fuck it. I trust some of you have met Madeleine, the woman who for all intents and purposes is my mother? Well, she isn't. Madeleine can't even have kids. And we weren't ever allowed to tell about our real mum, for her own safety, and for ours. Well, she's missing, likely dead, my sister doesn't even live in the country anymore, and I can take whatever the fuck people want to throw at me. My real mother is Tierra Cerezo, Spanish ambassador to the Ministry until her disappearance. My real mother is a Spaniard. My real mother is a muggleborn witch. She is a muggleborn, and I am a halfblood, and goddammit I love her and I love my muggle grandparents and I don't think they are any less human. I am not worried in the least about what you can or will do to me. I can take it. Everyone in this goddamn school knows by now that I can take it. I can take anything.  If anyone touches me or even dares to say anything about me, I rip his tongue out and feed it to him. That's how it's always worked. Why should it change now? How am I any different now than I was right before you read this? If you have a problem with that, then you can go choke on a dick. (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 10th, 2010
12:57 am	siete. [private] Cutting defense and just teaching the dark arts by itself? Why not teach both? Or is this a case of "defending yourself is stupid, kill your opponent before he kills you, you're not worth anything unless you win, the end"? I'm curious to see the day when firsties start killing each other. Well, it's one way to decimate the wizarding population, as if it's not dwindling already. And if soon enough only purebloods will be allowed here, and they're all killing each other before they've had the chance to breed... god, and they worry about inbreeding now. People will be marrying their siblings, because they'll be the only ones still alive. If even that. [/private] I wonder if there's a hex I could put on my journal so that if, say, someone tries to break my privacy hex, or maybe exposed something they shouldn't have, that they'd suffer for it, and everyone would know. I'm thinking mangled or rearranged body parts, but little things work too. I'd settle for indelible drawings of dicks showing up on their faces or somesuch. (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 19th, 2010
9:23 pm	seis. There's been so bloody much happening, I'm not even going to attempt to catch up with it all. I've been getting my patronus right studying animagic practising for the match and studying a lot lately, thus the absence. Too bad, really, because I'd planned on throwing a Singles Awareness Day party for those who didn't have valentines. Then again, I'm not sure how many would've actually been interested, so maybe it's for the better. Although speaking of valentines, Buster's really sick. I figure it was something he ate. Did anyone leave chocolates out in the open? [private to Lucy] We should meet, for real. I've been hearing about you from Nik, but I'd rather learn it from you than take his word. [/private] (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 2nd, 2010
3:10 am	cinco. I'll be back at school within a day. Quite frankly, I'm just thankful to be out of Russia. Fucking winter. Their owl post is also the most unreliable thing known to man, pretty much. And if I see another baby anytime soon, I may scream. I don't know how the hell Tellie does it. In any case, hopefully my presents finally got out to everyone. Let me know if any of you want to get together sometime to try them out. ( Hexed very, very private to self. ) (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 19th, 2009
10:59 pm	cuatro. Well, as if the weather at home wasn't bad enough. I should be back at some point, if anyone cares, but right now I'm in Russia with Tellie and her family. I keep telling her she's insane, since she seems to like Russian winters or something. And then there's the matter of me being Mischa's de facto babysitter since I'm out here for the time being. Have you ever sat for an eighteen-month-old who babbles in two languages? I'll be back before the new year, thankfully, but I suppose it at least gets me away from the bloody drama for a bit. And Grigor's got a new broom prototype he's working on anyway, says he needs a test subject. Some of you can expect presents soon. You probably know who you are. (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 9th, 2009
9:22 am	tres. Warning: unpopular and possibly angering opinion ahead. ...bloody hell, that could easily be the warning for my entire journal. Anyhow, I really have to hand it to Skeeter. What I think of her work is irrelevant here, but I have to admit the woman knows what she's doing. I mean, everyone's going on and on and ON about how she's blaspheming Dumbledore's name and it's too soon and etc. Well, guess what, you've just done exactly what she wants. You're TALKING about it. EVERYONE'S talking about her work. That's exactly what she's looking for: POPULARITY. RATINGS. PUBLICITY. And when everyone's going on about it, people are going to hear about it, and people are going to get curious, and people are going to pick up that book to see what all the fuss is about, or at the very least to know what they're tearing Skeeter down for. And that's the way books are sold. I wouldn't doubt Skeeter was a Slytherin when she was in school. She knows what she wants and how to get it. And even knowing exactly what she's going for, I'm still going to read it. What can I say, I'm morbidly curious. ...also, what the hell is everyone going on about aliens? What did I miss? (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 25th, 2009
8:21 pm	dos. [Private to self.] Great. Perfect. I insult Saint Potter and call him magically inept, and suddenly I'm going to be 'killed as a traitor' because I don't believe he killed Dumbledore? Oh, there are much worse things I'd be killed for before anyone noticed that. And I'm apparently stupid and a bad Slytherin. Yes, because Slytherins have to be in the hivemind. And then they wonder why everyone else hates us. GUESS WHAT. I NEVER WANTED TO BE IN THIS STUPID HOUSE ANYWAY. Pansy fucking hates me now. So does Malfoy, which means Vince and Greg probably won't dare talk to me. (Though I'm stupidly crossing my fingers that Vince decides Malfoy can sod off.) Bloody hell, I don't even know anymore. It's not like I'm taking up torches to go join the Order or something. They're a bunch of stupid extremists too. God, my stupid House needs to learn there's more than two sides. I wonder how they'd take it if they found out about Mum, about Madeleine, about the whole damned family. I wonder how many of my friends would be in line to kill me because I'm impure, because I'm a liar, because... I don't even know. I'm sure there'd be a lot of "oh, it's fine, just disavow your nasty heritage, then come be a hypocrite and help us kill people who are just as impure as you and your mum." FUCK YOU, I LOVE MY MUM. Wherever the hell she is. I'm sure it'll come out into the open soon, though, and then we'll see what happens.  In advance, though, they can all suck my nonexistent cock. (Comment on this)
12:58 pm	uno. Yes, of course. It absolutely makes sense. Potter killed Dumbledore. Really? I'm snorting into my breakfast here. We are talking about the man who took on another Dark Lord and won. I don't believe for a second that Saint Potter is even powerful enough to do something like that - and even if he were, there's no way the perfect little saviour boy would ever have it in him to cast the killing curse. Hell, I'm not 'dark' enough to make the killing curse work on a spider. Why should Golden Boy be able to muster using it on a person? I've had it with these bloody extremists. Current Mood: bitchy (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 5th, 2009
11:20 am	( application ) (Comment on this)